Right Now…

Right now, I am happy about a bunch of the decisions John and I have made.

Right now, I feel free. Although it seems like half of my life is up in the air [with going back into teaching and adopting Boo being in the beginning stages yet], I feel free. For a few years, well really since I left home, my heart was always stuck with Boo… but listened to wrong advise and didn’t take my own judgements into account. It is freeing to be able to do what I have been wanting to do and I am so happy that John is on board. I think he is more on board than I am at this point.

Right now, our priorities have changed. Drastically. For the better. 🙂

Right now, I can see how many of the things that did not make sense to me a couple or a few years back, now do. It’s crazy.

Right now, I have never been so grateful. Life isn’t perfect, but that’s what makes it so great and worth waking up {stronger and better} each day.

Right now, my only frustration is having to wait. But I do realize, this is the story of my life.  I must need some serious sharpening in this aspect, because everything that I do or have done as of late requires being patient and trusting that all will be well. Patience is not my strongest suit, I must admit.

Right now, with all the waiting and harnessing of my faith and trust into the One Who is the Source of all good things, this verse from the Book of Isaiah Chapter 40 always reassures me:

But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary, and they shall walk, and not faint.

Right now, on the lighter side of things, I am enjoying the cooler temperatures. Fall is my favorite season.

Right now, our weekends comprise of Skype calls with Boo and playing with Google+ Hangout masks and goofing around and long drives to marching band competitions. I enjoy both thoroughly. Anytime I get to hang out with John in the fall [when he is busiest], I make time. I don’t care how sick I am with a cold or how much my allergies are bothering me, I get in the car with him and go to competitions to support him.

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Right now, she is the best part of our TODAYs.

Right now, waking up in the morning means getting on Skype either to talk to her or read the messages she leaves us while we were asleep or look at the emoticons she has flooded my chat window with. 🙂

Life is good. Right now.

Dear Boo,

… You are loved beyond your wildest dreams. Not only by us, but by the people who surround you.

… We miss you every single day. We think about you nonstop.

… You are growing up so fast and although it is frustrating that we have to be “okay” with watching you grow through the webcam [for now], we are also grateful for technology for making this possible. We would take this over not seeing you at all.

… You have changed us. You have changed our lives tremendously. More than we could ever explain.

… [You have no idea] how hard it is to say “bye” to you on Skype. And how we wish we could just come and get you here now. But we have to abide by the rules, no matter how unnecessary some of the steps are.

… No matter what happens, it is our constant prayer that you grow up to be the person God created you to be and be a good steward of the talents He has given you.

… Thank you for the sweet little messages you leave on Skype for us to read when we get up in the morning.

We love you very very much. And we can’t wait to get you here soon.

Revisiting the Utility Closet…

I have spent pretty much this whole week mapping out my fall projects. It’s going to be fall soon, and with marching band competitions drawing near, I need to crank up projects/things to do to occupy my time. John is a percussion instructor and a band director by trade. This is the busiest time for him. And while he is away and I am not traveling to competitions or parades with him, I work on the house.

A few weeks ago, we wrapped up the last of our summer projects. We turned our unused and very inefficient utility closet into an appliance garage. What is that, you ask? Check out the photo below to know what it is. Look at the whole process here.

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So do I still feel the same way I did with the appliance garage?

We STILL love love love it! It is functioning like it I want it to and that’s really all that matters. I enjoy the fact that I don’t have to dig my kitchen electrics out when I need them. The best thing about it is when I send John to get something for me, he finds them. The appliance garage isn’t just for appliances, I’m also storing my endless collection of glass and stone bowls in here, pitchers, paper towel supply, my interior paints and some supplies, baking pans I rarely use, and the booze needed for John’s Margaritaville.

At some point during the back and forth process of putting this closet together, I considered turning it into a pantry. Yet, I had to rethink that because I don’t go on huge grocery shopping trips… Ever! I get stuff as I need them. Although I did try planning meals a week at a time, but it did not work for us. John and I decide on dinner around a little after noon every single day. When he is home, we talk about supper over coffee in the morning. When he is at work, like right now, we text back and forth after he eats lunch… then I go to the store and pick up what I need. Believe it or not, I am able to stick to the budget this way, no food or groceries get wasted or unused or shoved all the way back in the pantry cabinet.  I also don’t use a lot of canned goods. If I can make it myself at home, I will make it. I even make my own marinara sauce and spaghetti sauce, my own salad dressing, and mostly vegetable, chicken and beef broth. The only four things I get in bigger proportions at the store are: flour, baking chocolate, sugar and butter. I bake a lot. I cook meals every single night of the week. We rarely go out to eat, and we have not eaten fast food in over a year now.

So, back to the utility closet…

It is pretty. I dreamed this whole thing up for a good six or so months. I wanted it to be pretty so I can leave the doors open, I wanted a nice, bright happy color in it so we don’t have to replace the lights in there.

It is efficient. Not only is it easy to find what I need, the space is also low maintenance because it is all on a single layer. There is a place for every piece that’s in there. No digging necessary. I also organized everything according to how frequently I use them. Obviously the ones on the very top I don’t use all the time like my big round baking pans, the booze, and my seasonal supplies.  Everything that is visible at a glance are being used regularly. I love my kitchen electrics as much as John loves his wood working tools. We use and work our tools to death.

Here is a very recent photo of the Utility Closet/Appliance Garage, I took this yesterday.

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I did realize that in the original blog post here that I didn’t show what was going on on the floor. So here it is:

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The closet goes beyond where the Margaritaville bag is. In the far corner are my left over interior paints and some painting supplies. I don’t like storing interior paints in the garage, they seem to go bad faster when they are exposed to the elements.

I am not too worried about the linoleum floor because IT IS a utility room. We may replace it if we live here long enough to have to… but for now, it is not on the list of stuff  to be replaced. 🙂

So there you go. 🙂

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Be Badass

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Excuse my french… It just feels appropriate is all and a good reminder too. The past two weeks, I have been under the weather and scaring myself to death over some life and career choices John and I are getting ready to embark on.  There are just a lot of mixed feelings going on, more excitement than anxiety. I cannot elaborate much YET but John and I are like little kids in a candy store right now with all the things happening in our lives.  I never thought it was possible to be happy and be scared at the same time until now.

John and I have weathered enough storms and changes in our lives I believe we will be badass at the new adventures we are diving into. I just need to get rid of this cold, because it is getting really old.

While I wait for things to work themselves out, I am working on our master bathroom. Given that John is involved, this is going to  take a while because he is in-charge of picking stuff out. Mainly because he uses the master bath more than I do. I use the guest bathroom because I like having my personal space to myself. Anyhow, John also manages almost every time to confuse himself with his options.  This is why I said it will take a while. I had to pick out the paint color to get him started, otherwise, that bathroom would never get done.  It’s just really dated and ugly.

It’s just a traditional bathroom. Before I painted it, there were three patterns and colors of wallpaper in there. It was a mix of hunter green, mauve and blue. Yuck! Everything in it is just plain BAD, dated, and stupid. So I made up a list of things to do:

1. Clean and Sanitize

2. Paint the walls

3. Pick out new light fixture

4. Install bamboo floors

5. Replace sink and vanity

6. Refinish tub and enclosure

7. Replace shower doors or do without it

8. Furnish

I still have a ways to go. And here is a visual of what the end of this project is going to look like. Click on the photos and they will link you to the sources.

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Sink and Vanity

Shower Curtain

Shower Curtain

I don’t know what to do as for a mirror yet but I am thinking just framing the existing builder’s mirror while I think about this whole thing. John wants a medicine cabinet slash mirror type thing but if you ask me, it just gives him a new place to junk up. So, I am going to have to sleep on this.

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Framed Builder’s Mirror

This bathroom doesn’t have a lot of floor space, so everything needs to hang on the wall or over the door. I am thinking one like this.

Towel Rack

Towel Rack

I love makeovers. I love changing things up in my house. John and I enjoy learning new things, picking up new tools and skills we never thought we actually had. Thank God for internet resources and new innovations in technology, now the normal guy can do a lot of things  like the Pros. And be BADASS at it, too! 🙂

More updates to come soon!

And like I said, Be Badass!

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